The Afterlife of Billy Fingers

Annie Kagan is not a medium or a psychic, she did not die and come back to life; in fact, when she was awakened by her deceased brother, she thought perhaps she had gone a little crazy In The Afterlife of Billy Fingers: How My Bad-Boy ...

Author: Annie Kagan

Publisher: Hampton Roads Publishing

ISBN: 1612833063

Category: Body, Mind & Spirit

Page: 208

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A true story, this fascinating page-turner demystifies what happens after we die and will forever change your views about life, death and the hereafter. Annie Kagan is not a medium or a psychic, she did not die and come back to life; in fact, when she was awakened by her deceased brother, she thought perhaps she had gone a little crazy In The Afterlife of Billy Fingers: How My Bad-Boy Brother Proved to Me There’s Life After Death, Kagan shares the extraordinary story of her after death communications (ADC) with her brother Billy, who began speaking to her just weeks after his unexpected death. One of the most detailed and profound ADC’s ever recorded, Kagan’s book takes the reader beyond the near-death experience. Billy’s vivid, real-time account of his on-going journey through the mysteries of death will change the way you think about life. Death and your place in the Universe. In his foreword, Dr. Raymond Moody, author of Life after Life, explains the phenomena of walkers between the worlds, known to us since ancient times, and says that Dr. Kagan’s thought-provoking account is an excellent example.

The Afterlife of Billy Fingers

A fascinating page-turner filled with wisdom, humour and hope, The Afterlife of Billy Fingers, will forever change your views about life, death and the hereafter.

Author: Annie Kagan

Publisher: Hachette UK

ISBN: 1473606926

Category: Biography & Autobiography

Page: 320

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In 2004, bad boy Billy Fingers Cohen, a homeless small-time drug dealer and addict in a state of drug induced euphoria ran into a busy intersection and was killed instantly by a speeding automobile. He left behind a grieving sister. For weeks she struggled with grief and tried to make sense of Billy's seemingly wasted life and tragic death. A few weeks after his death, William Cohen, aka Billy Fingers, woke his sister Annie at dawn. 'I'm drifting weightlessly through these glorious stars and galaxies and I feel a Divine Presence, a kind, loving beneficent presence, twinkling all around me.' Billy's ongoing after-death communications take his sister on an unprecedented journey into the bliss and wonder of life beyond death. Billy's profound, detailed description of the mystical realms he traverses, the Beings of Light that await him, and the wisdom he receives take the reader beyond the near-death experience. Billy is, indeed, as Dr. Raymond Moody points out in his foreword, explaining the phenomena we've known about since ancient times, an afterworld walker. A fascinating page-turner filled with wisdom, humour and hope, The Afterlife of Billy Fingers, will forever change your views about life, death and the hereafter. If I could give you a gift it would be to find the glory inside yourself, beyond the roles and the drama, so you can dance the dance of the game of life with a little more rhythm, a little more abandon, a little more shaking-those-hips.

The Afterlife of Billy Fingers

The time has come to familiarize yourself with the amazing world of Spirit and Billy is your perfect guide.” —James Van Praagh, author of Talking to Heaven and Ghosts Among Us “The Afterlife of Billy Fingers reaffirms the NDE ...

Author: Kagan, Annie

Publisher: Hampton Roads Publishing

ISBN: 1571746943

Category: Body, Mind & Spirit

Page: 208

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Billy's ongoing after-death communications take his sister on an unprecedented journey into the bliss and wonder of life beyond death --

Bottoming Out the Universe

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Author: Richard Grossinger

Publisher: Simon and Schuster

ISBN: 1620559900

Category: Body, Mind & Spirit

Page: 320

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An exploration into consciousness, the universe, and the nature of reality • Draws on transdimensional physics and biology, reincarnation and past-life memories, animal consciousness, multiple identities, thoughtforms, soul pictures, and paranormal phenomena like crop circles and poltergeists • Explores the riddle of personal identity and how it differs from consciousness • Reveals that consciousness is more than encompassing all that exists--it also speaks to what has yet to manifest Scientific orthodoxy views the universe as conceived of matter--protons, neutrons, electrons, down to the smallest particle, quarks. But, when you keep digging, what is “beneath” quarks? The scientific worldview does not take into account consciousness or life itself. How did consciousness become part of the material universe? Is it a by-product of brain chemistry or a constituent of reality? Or, to dig deeper, which is more fundamental: the existence of an objective physical universe or our subjective experience of it? In this investigation into consciousness, the universe, and the nature of reality, Richard Grossinger offers a wide-ranging foundation for reimagining the universe as based in consciousness rather than matter. He presents in-depth analysis of the standard scientific description of the universe, revealing the holes in its theories. Exploring the interpenetration of matter and all reality by consciousness, the author looks at reincarnation and past-life memories, examining famous and lesser-known but verifiable accounts. He then explores the nature and origin of consciousness, with accompanying explorations of animal consciousness, the brain as a computer, multiple identities, thoughtforms, soul pictures, and paranormal phenomena like UFOs, faeries, and poltergeists. He also examines concepts from physics that combine elements of both consciousness and matter, such as collapsing waveforms and the uncertainty principle of quantum mechanics. Examining nonlocal and transpersonal modes of consciousness, Grossinger looks at the difference between consciousness and personal identity. He expands this discussion with reflections on Sethian cosmology, using Seth’s own words and Jane Roberts’s and John Friedlander’s interpretations. He reveals that consciousness also encompasses what has yet to manifest and explains why the universe exists at all: why there is “something” rather than “nothing.” Skewering the materialist paradigm and placing consciousness alongside mass, gravity, and heat as an essential component of the universe, Grossinger proposes that reality is a thoughtform where sentient beings collaborate to bring about a concrete realm vibrating at their own frequency.

The Amazing Afterlife of Animals

Foreword. by Dr. Annie Kagan Author of the international bestselling book, “The Afterlife of Billy Fingers: How My Bad-Boy Brother Proved to Me There's Life After Death”. I. 've not communicator. always really snakes. loved I 1 animals: ...

Author: Karen A. Anderson

Publisher: Painted Rain Publishing

ISBN: 1547280786

Category: Self-Help

Page: 176

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What happens to our pets after they die? Is there another realm where they coexist with our departed human loved ones? Are they happy and free from pain? Award-Winning Animal Communicator and Psychic Medium, Karen Anderson, reveals tantalizing evidence that our pets communicate with us throughout their lives as well as after their physical death. Will this evidence prove that our pets continue to send us messages and signs from the Other Side? You be the judge. Discover how pets feel about death, euthanasia, cremation, reincarnation and so much more. Was it their time to die? Do the pets we had to euthanize forgive us? Included are actual sessions with departed animals sharing their loving thoughts and insightful messages. If you are grieving the loss of your beloved pet, you will also learn how to work through your grief and move into healing. The purity of the animals' messages may surprise you and they may even present new perspectives about life after death. Discover how deeply your pets love you and how the bonds of love never die as you journey into the amazing afterlife of animals. What messages await you?

Thank Grow Rich

Billy. Fingers. “Where would the Jedi be without the Dark Side?” —JAY HEINRICHS, EDITORIAL DIRECTOR OF SPIRIT MAGAZINE Billy Fingers, if you haven't read the magical book The Afterlife of Billy Fingers, was Annie Kagan's brother, ...

Author: Pam Grout

Publisher: Hay House, Inc

ISBN: 1401949851

Category: Self-Help

Page: 270

View: 469

There are a lot of gratitude books out there, but none quite like this, which comes with actual gifts: a sign, a totem, an answer, and a present from the natural world! Most of us believe we can think our way out of problems. We believe that if we just exert enough mental effort, we will pull up a solution to whatever ails us. And that has gotten us nowhere. So in this book, we’re going to forget thinking . . . and start thanking. This playful but easy practice has the power to reconnect us with our true nature. When we observe the world from a place of gratitude, when we use our attention to spot beauty and gaze at wonder, we tune in to a frequency of magic. This joy channel is the most powerful on the planet and has the capability to radically change our lives. Brazen gratitude provides a portal—an entry point—straight into the heart of the field of infinite possibilities described in Pam Grout’s bestseller E-Squared. It enables you to align with the spaciousness of the cosmic energy field, the spaciousness that makes your life a love-shining prism. Thanking puts you on an energetic frequency—a vibration—that calls in miracles and will make you rich (in spirit), happy, and madly in love (with life). This book also offers a different perspective on abundance, which is not just financial capital. It shows readers how to grow and expand creative capital, social capital, rip-roaring good times capital, and much, much more!

The Book You Were Born to Write

Myss starts with the problem the reader is facing — and makes the promise of a solution . The title is so clear there's no need for a subtitle ! The Afterlife of Billy Fingers : How My Bad - Boy Brother Proved to Me There's Life after ...

Author: Kelly Notaras

Publisher: Hay House

ISBN: 1401955622

Category: Business & Economics

Page: 296

View: 409

Publishing a book has never been so simple, accessible, or affordable as it is today. So why are so many thought leaders, healers, and change-agents stuck at the starting line? This book will light the way, offering a simple step-by-step path that takes authors from concept to finished book. In it, publishing veteran Kelly Notaras demystifies the publishing process and gives writers the tools, insider information, and inspiration to start strong, keep going, and get across the finish line as quickly as possible.

2014 Guide to Literary Agents

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Author: Chuck Sambuchino

Publisher: Penguin

ISBN: 1599637464

Category: Language Arts & Disciplines

Page: 364

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The best resource available for finding a literary agent! No matter what you're writing--fiction or nonfiction, books for kids or adults--you need a literary agent to secure a book deal. The 2014 Guide to Literary Agents is your essential resource for finding that literary agent--without fear of being scammed--and getting your book published. Along with listing information for more than 1,000 literary agents who represent writers and their work, this new, updated edition of GLA includes: • "New Agent Spotlights"--calling out literary reps actively building lists right now. • "How I Got My Agent" success stories from writers who describe their paths from aspiring author to published success. • Informative articles on query letters, synopsis writing, voice and craft, author platform, nonfiction book proposals, researching agents, and more. • Includes "Ask the Agent" profiles of individual literary agents who are currently seeking writers.

Connected Still Love Continues Beyond the Grave

... PhD The Year of Pleasures – by Elizabeth Berg A Travel Guide to Heaven – by Anthony DeStefano The Afterlife of Billy Fingers: How My Bad Boy Brother Proved to Me There Is Life After Death – by Annie Kagan Life After Life: The ...

Author: Margaret Cowie

Publisher: Balboa Press

ISBN: 1504341120

Category: Body, Mind & Spirit

Page: 190

View: 290

Have you ever heard songs that triggered tears or generated goose bumps on your body from head to toe? Has a uniquely familiar scent suddenly wafted by you in the most unusual place, conjuring up memories of a loved one who has passed on? Do electronic items in your home activate without power? Have dreams featured a departed loved one brought back to life, in which you felt like you actually went somewhere with them only to wake up shocked that you are still in your bed and they are once again gone? If you answered “yes” to any of these, good! You’ve experienced contact of the extraordinary kind. The physical bodies die, but the souls of loved ones live on in new forms. They proceed to communicate in order to assist in healing, embracing life, and making it wonderful again. If so desired, departed loved ones can be with those among the living in everything they do. As they reveal through signals that the afterlife exists, their hope is that the living will venture forward in life and eagerly seek all that is yet to come.

From Heartache to Joy

BILLY. FINGERS. AND. JEREMY. While visiting the same friend in San Francisco, I picked up a second book: The Afterlife of Billy Fingers by Annie Kagan. I read it on another morning while my friend was at work. There were many parallels ...

Author: Tricia jeane Croyle

Publisher: Silver Creek Books

ISBN: 0692995404

Category: Body, Mind & Spirit

Page: 226

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Her sadness was leaking out like a faucet that just wouldn’t stop dripping. After losing her mom, dad, brother, mother-in-law, two horses, three dogs, and three cats over just a few years she had a lot of suppressed grief. Tricia went about her life thinking that she was happy - after all, she was generally a happy person - but somehow her spark was gone, and she didn’t even know it. She attended a conference where the people nicknamed her “Eeyore” (the sad donkey character from Winnie the Pooh). Soon after she had a pivotal experience… and now people call her “the Cheshire Cat”.

Loss Survive Thrive

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Author: Meryl Hershey Beck

Publisher: Rowman & Littlefield Publishers

ISBN: 1538125242

Category: Family & Relationships

Page: 224

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No one is prepared for the loss of a child. No one. It feels completely unnatural for children to predecease their parents. Although it is not widely known, each year there are over 135,000 under 40-year-old deaths in the U.S. alone. And, according to one study, 19% of parents outlive their children—often carrying the weight of horrendous grief to their own graves. “Isolated and alone” is how parents often describe the grief process. Well-meaning friends and family members usually rush to their side… in the beginning. Once the floral arrangements have wilted, and the dinners from caring friends diminish, there isn’t really much that can be said to bring comfort to a suffering parent, especially if those friends haven’t experienced it themselves. Unfortunately, when these caring friends do bring up the loss, quite often they say the wrong things. Loss, Survive, Thrive offers a lifeline of hope. Each chapter is an inspirational story written by a parent who also experienced the agony of losing a child, reclaimed his/her vitality, and is now living a fulfilling life. Every story is authentic and heartfelt, designed to uplift and inspire. The collective authors reach out through the pages to virtually hold hands with those who are suffering. We, the contributors, have all been there. We know their pain, and we know about survival. And now, through our stories, we offer comfort and support in helping them get through the toughest time of their lives. Bereaved parents share an unspeakable bond. And Loss, Survive, Thrive imparts insight from what’s likely the only voices that grieving parents can hear—others who have walked in their shoes. This book is a giant step toward healing the grieving heart.

Wake Up and Eat the Kale

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Author: Wendy Marie Banting

Publisher: FriesenPress

ISBN: 1460234065

Category: Health & Fitness

Page: 216

View: 214

In 2010, Wendy Banting was diagnosed with advanced aggressive breast cancer. In that life-defining moment, she felt strongly that she needed to leave the traditional medical model of treating cancer in favour of a more natural approach. In the pioneering spirit of her famous relative Sir Frederick Banting, discoverer of insulin, who was also working towards a cure for cancer in his last days, she has forged a new vision and model to address cancer as it becomes more prevalent. Wendy believes that the possibility of healing naturally lies within each person. Discover the steps Wendy took to cure her own cancer, without surgery, chemotherapy, or radiation.

Mind Spirit Detox

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Author: Richard Charles Anderson

Publisher: John Hunt Publishing

ISBN: 1789040450

Category: Body, Mind & Spirit

Page: 168

View: 471

You have detoxed your body, maybe now is the time to detox your mind. Mind-Spirit Detox practices are the key to unlocking unhelpful habitual patterns of behaviour and thought. By spring-cleaning the mind and removing tired, used up energy, they dissolve resistance and doubt, and advance our understanding of who we are and our place on Earth. Our relationship with ourselves and our relationship with the Divine will receive a sublime and powerful ‘system re-boot'. Mind-Spirit Detox will open you up to the full grace, power, beauty and love that the Universe longs to give you in your life. This book is about connection, it is about mending and radically enhancing your relationship with others, with yourself and with Spirit. You will experience an incredible expansion of love, of prosperity, and of compassion in your daily walk. You will come to know your deepest purpose on this earth and that purpose will be firmly rooted in the divine flow of Spirit. This practical book might just change your life forever.

Heal Your Birth Heal Your Life

The longer the exposure to nitrous oxide in utero, the greater the risk of later addiction.75 In The Afterlife of Billy Fingers, Annie Kagan, sharing information from the afterlife after her brother had passed, gives us an insight into ...

Author: Sharon King

Publisher: SilverWood Books

ISBN: 1781323755

Category: Health & Fitness

Page: 264

View: 651

Foreword by Karl Dawson.How we come into the world really matters. Yet within our current Western birthing paradigm, we have lost touch with the impact that the experience of birth can have on the baby.What happens to us in the womb and at birth can have far-reaching consequences that shape the way we experience and see the world for the rest of our lives. This groundbreaking book dispels the myth that babies are not conscious beings. It also shows how many of our beliefs are formed in the womb and at birth: beliefs that end up running our lives today.As well as highlighting the effects of birth trauma, Heal Your Birth, Heal Your Life offers practical solutions. You will learn how to transform and rewrite traumas that happened both at birth and in the womb, so that you can:Understand the impact that your birth is still having on you nowLearn how to go back to the womb and birth when beliefs were formed and rewrite themDiscover how to release birth traumaLearn new tools to rewrite your birth, impacting healing on all levels.Containing a whole host of research from some of the leaders in the field, this book offers a solution-based approach to overcoming birth trauma. It is for anyone who has ever experienced a birth trauma, or had a parent who experienced stress when they were in the womb. It is for mothers who are about to give birth and want to ensure that they do not carry their own birth traumas into the birthing experience. It is also for practitioners of all modalities, who want to help their clients connect with, and transform, the subconscious memories of their birth.

Death Is a Miracle

... the ceiling fan and the items that are situated on the dresser to the left of the door. mama and i have been reading a fascinating and uplifting book called the afterlife of billy fingers... as i was sitting next to daddyo's bed ...

Author: Winn Mallard

Publisher: Balboa Press

ISBN: 1504347102

Category: Religion

Page: 206

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“Your reflections are so helpful for the journey! I honor how you are weaving your Peruvian wisdom with your grounding in your blood circle with the new daring strands into whole cloth of the present.” — Nelia Kimbrough “The power of words in action—it's poetry; it's song; it's music ... some of us haven't yet found the full freefall, living still with the bits and pieces. This helps us all find the paths we work to discover.” —Dawn Francis-Chewning “Simply the most beautiful thing I have ever read.” —Jeremy Richmond “So beautiful and real. Winn, thanks for your vulnerability that is cracking so many hearts open!” — Sage Linden “Thank you for taking me with you on that walk into the wonder of creation and slipping through ordinary perspective into a multifaceted lens.” —Sally Bicknell Miller “I think the word homework is totally appropriate, and it's all of our tasks! We can't truly be ‘home’ here or there without it!” —Joan Smythie Fowler Ray “You and your family have been such beautiful teachers for us all! Thank you for this most sacred lesson of life and the joy and beauty of the passing of it.” — Claudia Green

One Of My Many Lives

I'm still led to books, for some reason, and my last was 'The Afterlife of Billy Fingers' by Annie Kagan very popular, infact when I went to the library to borrow a copy the list was a 'yard long', as the saying goes!

Author: George Watts

Publisher: Lulu.com

ISBN: 1326366637

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The Love Never Ends

—Annie Kagan, The Afterlife of Billy Fingers Perhaps you're reading this book because you've recently lost a loved one and are grieving, and you're wondering how you'll fill the void they've left with their passing.

Author: Johnston, Sunny Dawn

Publisher: Hierophant Publishing

ISBN: 1938289358

Category: Body, Mind & Spirit

Page: 192

View: 645

"Sunny Dawn Johnston is a compassionate, caring light worker who opens up to the higher levels of Spirit." -James van Praagh Have you ever wondered if someone’s trying to communicate with you on the other side? Are you looking for proof that there is life after death? Or do you miss your relationship with a loved one who’s passed? If you answered yes to any of these questions, angel communicator and psychic medium Sunny Dawn Johnston is here to help. In The Love Never Ends: Messages from the Other Side, Sunny shares a selection of true and amazing stories from her experience helping thousands overcome their fear of death or losing a loved one. A gifted psychic and intuitive, she brings a real and tangible connection between this world and the afterlife—and she says that no matter the client or the circumstances, each person’s story has one thing in common: The love never ends, and fear exists only in this world. In this collection of stories and teachings, Sunny shows you how to:Release fear and tap into your own psychic skills (everyone’s a little bit psychic)Spot the signs that your loved ones are trying to connect with youDiscover the messages from Spirit that are all around youCultivate a spiritual connection with your deceased loved ones Death in this life does not have to mean goodbye forever; we are all eternally connected to those we deeply care for, and we can continue to love, learn from, and grow with our loved ones. This book shows you how.

The Love Never Ends

—Annie Kagan, The Afterlife of Billy Fingers Perhaps you're reading this book because you've recently lost a loved one and are grieving, and you're wondering how you'll fill the void they've left with their passing.

Author: Sunny Dawn Johnston

Publisher: Hierophant Publishing

ISBN: 193828934X

Category: Body, Mind & Spirit

Page: 192

View: 167

"Sunny Dawn Johnston is a compassionate, caring light worker who opens up to the higher levels of Spirit." -James van Praagh Have you ever wondered if someone’s trying to communicate with you on the other side? Are you looking for proof that there is life after death? Or do you miss your relationship with a loved one who’s passed? If you answered yes to any of these questions, angel communicator and psychic medium Sunny Dawn Johnston is here to help. In The Love Never Ends: Messages from the Other Side, Sunny shares a selection of true and amazing stories from her experience helping thousands overcome their fear of death or losing a loved one. A gifted psychic and intuitive, she brings a real and tangible connection between this world and the afterlife—and she says that no matter the client or the circumstances, each person’s story has one thing in common: The love never ends, and fear exists only in this world. In this collection of stories and teachings, Sunny shows you how to: Release fear and tap into your own psychic skills (everyone’s a little bit psychic) Spot the signs that your loved ones are trying to connect with you Discover the messages from Spirit that are all around you Cultivate a spiritual connection with your deceased loved ones Death in this life does not have to mean goodbye forever; we are all eternally connected to those we deeply care for, and we can continue to love, learn from, and grow with our loved ones. This book shows you how.

Change Maker

The Afterlife of Billy Fingers: How My Baby Brother Proved to Me There's Life After Death. Charlottesville, VA: Hampton Roads Publishing, 2013. Malarkey, Kevin, and Alex Malarkey. The Boy Who Came Back from Heaven: A Remarkable Account ...

Author: Rebecca Austill-Clausen

Publisher: She Writes Press

ISBN: 1631521292

Category: Body, Mind & Spirit

Page: 304

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Foreword Reviews Book of the Year Finalist: Body, Mind & Spirit Nautilus Silver: Death & Dying/Grief and Loss IPPY Silver: New Age/Mind-Body-Spirit Change Maker is Rebecca Austill Clausen’s story of her discovery that she could communicate with her brother after he died. Following this realization, a world she never imagined opened up to her—even as she doubted her sanity and feared she would lose the respect of her colleagues, as well as the love and support of her family. Austill Clausen struggled with how her spiritual awakening and eventual spiritual transformation could mesh with the practical everyday world—the one where she had a rapidly growing rehabilitation business to run, and where she was known as a knowledgeable, science-based expert in the field of occupational therapy. Each chapter of Change Maker explores spiritual beliefs and understanding, includes an original black-and-white illustration by Micki McAllister, and ends with an “Illumination”—guidance, suggestions, encouragement, and inspiration for readers who wish to pursue their own spiritual journey. The end result is a book that blends the best of memoir, self-help, new-age philosophy, and inspiration.

Fly

Further, I found and read The Afterlife of Billy Fingers by Annie Kagan, which gave me an interesting perspective on death and what happens beyond the grave. I loved it because of how radically different of a story it was.

Author: Annabelle Chaucer

Publisher: Balboa Press

ISBN: 150435754X

Category: Family & Relationships

Page: 202

View: 326

Ever had a time of questioning your entire paradigm: The beliefs you were taught, the social stigmas to avoid, the awkward sexual experiences where you felt so alone? What if I were to tell you about my story? Flat out. For example: Growing up in an unconventional polygamous family, forming beliefs in a mainstream religion based on others expectations, then making the decision to back out whole heartedly, and being seen as lost and rebellious. All the while, finding out for myself what spirituality and sexuality really are in all of their aspects. Here is some of my journey, my truth, my blatant experience.